Tuesday, January 9, 2024
Howl
Tuesday, December 5, 2023
Snake
BY D. H. LAWRENCE
A snake came to my water-trough
On a hot, hot day, and I in pyjamas for the heat,
To drink there.
In the deep, strange-scented shade of the great dark carob tree
I came down the steps with my pitcher
And must wait, must stand and wait, for there he was at the trough
before me.
He reached down from a fissure in the earth-wall in the gloom
And trailed his yellow-brown slackness soft-bellied down, over
the edge of the stone trough
And rested his throat upon the stone bottom,
And where the water had dripped from the tap, in a small clearness,
He sipped with his straight mouth,
Softly drank through his straight gums, into his slack long body,
Silently.
Someone was before me at my water-trough,
And I, like a second-comer, waiting.
He lifted his head from his drinking, as cattle do,
And looked at me vaguely, as drinking cattle do,
And flickered his two-forked tongue from his lips, and mused
a moment,
And stooped and drank a little more,
Being earth-brown, earth-golden from the burning bowels
of the earth
On the day of Sicilian July, with Etna smoking.
The voice of my education said to me
He must be killed,
For in Sicily the black, black snakes are innocent, the gold
are venomous.
And voices in me said, If you were a man
You would take a stick and break him now, and finish him off.
But must I confess how I liked him,
How glad I was he had come like a guest in quiet, to drink
at my water-trough
And depart peaceful, pacified, and thankless,
Into the burning bowels of this earth?
Was it cowardice, that I dared not kill him?
Was it perversity, that I longed to talk to him?
Was it humility, to feel so honoured?
I felt so honoured.
And yet those voices:
If you were not afraid, you would kill him!
And truly I was afraid, I was most afraid,
But even so, honoured still more
That he should seek my hospitality
From out the dark door of the secret earth.
He drank enough
And lifted his head, dreamily, as one who has drunken,
And flickered his tongue like a forked night on the air, so black,
Seeming to lick his lips,
And looked around like a god, unseeing, into the air,
And slowly turned his head,
And slowly, very slowly, as if thrice adream,
Proceeded to draw his slow length curving round
And climb again the broken bank of my wall-face.
And as he put his head into that dreadful hole,
And as he slowly drew up, snake-easing his shoulders,
and entered farther,
A sort of horror, a sort of protest against his withdrawing into
that horrid black hole,
Deliberately going into the blackness, and slowly drawing
himself after,
Overcame me now his back was turned.
I looked round, I put down my pitcher,
I picked up a clumsy log
And threw it at the water-trough with a clatter.
I think it did not hit him,
But suddenly that part of him that was left behind convulsed
in an undignified haste,
Writhed like lightning, and was gone
Into the black hole, the earth-lipped fissure in the wall-front,
At which, in the intense still noon, I stared with fascination.
And immediately I regretted it.
I thought how paltry, how vulgar, what a mean act!
I despised myself and the voices of my accursed human education.
And I thought of the albatross,
And I wished he would come back, my snake.
For he seemed to me again like a king,
Like a king in exile, uncrowned in the underworld,
Now due to be crowned again.
And so, I missed my chance with one of the lords
Of life.
And I have something to expiate:
A pettiness.
Taormina
Saturday, December 2, 2023
An Arundel Tomb
| By Phillop Larkin |
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Thursday, November 30, 2023
When Inspiration Strikes
Loving the “I”
My Brothers
BY YUSEF KOMUNYAKAA
You came by woven reed boats
forced across angry water
driven by mighty winds.
Or a swift long skiff ferried you
here by twenty-four oarsmen,
twelve on each side, six front
& rear, powered by the rotation
of two shifts, all twenty-four
who tugged along dreamwork
on waves. They rowed around
sun & moon setting & rising,
inhale & exhale, all as one
song of the whole crew rotating,
pushing ahead until they saw
green land, their oars parting
blue rhythms of what’s to come
or being born on the other side
of the world. Yes, my brothers,
you of bittersweet herbs & chants
taken in sea breeze, what secrets
& taboos, myths, laws, & oaths
did you bring here? I believe it was
your laughing, thundering voices
in the drums. Where did you hide
those days of wild cats, serpents,
& plots? Did you arrive out of
nowhere, always here, stout
& tall, hewn of stone miles away,
but now rooted into green earth?
Mystery how you rose or sprung
up, somehow you became almost
another people, calling windswept
sea waves at your strong backs.
If you were always here, brothers,
you wouldn’t have danced feet
bloody under a full moon. No,
the charts were blue-black skies,
but not to worship hidden icons
before & beyond, & you cannot
Saturday, November 25, 2023
Afternoon Notes
BY WENDY XU
After Bei Dao
A squirrel alone with his thoughts
Spider’s geometry which you might avoid
by rotating your shoulder just so
None of this is meant to be of any consequence
A soreness three quarters up the leg
An engine is more than a mumbling
cutting with a wince into—
Nevermind
Rustling another green nut to the feast
is what matters now
Choosing the most simple
beautiful words
that won’t spoil on the half-day journey to meet you
A leg hair perks the wind
It stands up without shadow
without panic
without ambition
Unable to be judged by standards of human dignity