Monday, September 26, 2022

Nothing

When I say nothing but scars are left I'm not saying it out of spite, believe me. I wish something good stayed, something I hold on to for the rest of my life saying, "I've tasted the ambrosia straight from the highest heights I won't settle for less". I wish the memories I have would keep me satisfied even in the times when you and I are just not meant to be. But all you left with me is a sharp sense of danger, a filter to see through empty promises, a burning scale to weigh a character and a veteran heart that's not swayed by soft eyes like yours.

Friday, September 9, 2022

Little Richard


Peter Balakian

On a walk past bulldozers and trucks
pouring tarmac for the NJ Eisenhower highway
my grandmother said to me as we turned

into a market with olive barrels, hanging 
meat, piles of sumac and coriander—
“he shakes away my blues.” It was 1959,

and what did I know about starving  
in the Syrian desert or the Turkish whips 
that lashed the bodies of Armenian 

women on the roads of dust. I wouldn’t 
have believed that she saw 
those things. The radio 

was always on the sink in my grandmother’s 
kitchen. “He’s a whirling dervish” she said—
whirling dervish—the whoosh of the phrase 

stayed with me. I too felt his trance—
even then—as she pounded spices
with a brass mortar and pestle.

The air on fire under him
the red clay of Macon dusting his bones.

What did I know about Sufism 
Sister Rosetta or bird feet at the Royal Peacock?

In the yard the bittersweet is drying up,
the berries turning gold and red.
The way memory deepens with light. 

His shaking gospel voice. The heart
going up in flames. My grandmother
survived the worst that humans do.

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